The choice is yours
Choose what you want to do with your time, make the necessary sacrifices to achieve your dreams and actually do something with your life. It’s one thing to want something and a whole different realm to actually go after it.
What’s the worst thing that could happen? Is it so bad? Why not just try it, you don’t have to go all in on the first day. Dedicating time every single day (even just for 30 minutes) will make your abilities skyrocket with no known ceiling.
So what are you waiting for, go get ‘em!